Beorc Kano's Blog (10)

The world was a mist of swirling colors and shapes around her, as she spread her arms and danced. Spinning, whirling, feeling the mist flow through her fingers, he smiled, and let her voice out, playing with the melodies it made as it swam through color. Sometimes, she would get close to one of the shapes, and dance a circle around it, or climb on top of it, and the shape would bend down and wrap itself about her, giving her a wonderful little hug and tickle. She would giggle, and bounce…

Recently, I have been reading a lot about people saying that they are being judged, they don't mean to be judgmental, stop judging me, you're casting negative judgment, blah blah blah... and it reminded me of a post I made back on the Site That Shall Not Be Named about judgment that is currently missing due to universal implosion. I'ma do my best to reconstruct it here from memory and reason.

We all judge. Every single day, we cast judgments. It's part of our daily…

This was spurred on by a comment I read, and a plethora of other comments of a similar nature that I have seen over the years, and I have always felt uneasy about in a slight sense... never able to really, really put my finger on it until now... but I never realy pursued it until now, either.

"You don't have to change for your lover! If your lover doesn't love you exactly as you are, then he/she doesn't love you!"

"Never change for your…

I do. I wonder at many things.

• I wonder why I naturally do things that other people find difficult, like internalizing issues and dealing with them appropriately.
  
  
  
  
• I wonder why introspective is so easy for me, and impossible for many others.
  
  
  
  
• I wonder why I never fail at anything I honestly try to do.
  
  
  
  
• I wonder why it is so hard for me to feel real compassion, instead of moderate empathy.
  
  
  
  
• I…

This won't be long. It's also prolly not what you think it's gonna be.

Recently, I've been in one hell of a funk. Not sure the source, and I'm not sure the fix. Trying to puzzle out what precisely to do to get out of it. Getting pulled in a lot of different directions, and trying to figure which pulls to pay attention to and which pulls to ignore. I've established an identity and a circle of people here that are as trustworthy as online entities can be, so here is where I'm…

For those not familiar with my current project, I'm combining Runecraft with Hoodoo Master Candle work. I'm making 25 total candles, with my Master Candle being mine entirely, and then 24 candles, one for each rune. here's what Ive got so far.

Rune            Scent        Color



Algiz            ?                ?

Ansuz          ?                ?

Berkana       lavendar    yellow-green

Dagaz          ?                 ?

Ehwaz         ?                …

I see a horrid, self validating thing happening amongst the pagan cultures. It's been happening as long as i can remember, and it will likely keep happening for as long as I live. We validate ourselves by giving others the ability to validate themselves. See this screencap from a year or two ago;

Look…

For years, likely as long as all of you have known me, I have steadfastly held to the standpoint that I am by no means a teacher of any kind. I hold this point of view because, in my eyes, a teacher needs several things to be considered thus.

1. A system. A tradition is, in my eyes, almost absolutely necessary to be able to claim the title of teacher. There are, of course, exceptions, but they are exactly that, the exception, and not the rule. A teacher is someone who…

Now, this was a message sent to another user on this site, but, I spent so damn much time writing it, and I touched on so many different subjects, and my personal views on them, I decided to drop it into a blog post. Any identifying bits have been removed, but my answers to questions have been left, albeit slightly edited for relevance and content, to make it flow better.

You will find that, when I converse, I do…