Jen {Teh Pixie}'s Blog (16)

This lil blog is more of a speal on how much I adore the UU Church of Lancaster.  My eyes were opened a few months ago on how truly accepting the people there are...Enjoy!

Today was a special day.  One that I had been waiting for since the first weekend of November.  I was asked to help set up the Chartres Labyrinth for the annual New Years Walk they have every New Years Day.  I was thrilled that they wanted me to assist.  If you read my other blog on the walk, I was turn…

For those that know, and for those that don't know...I've had a huge road block in my relationship with my boyfriend for over a year now.  Things have come around, and I now know what went wrong.

But where do I go from here?  He couldn't verbally tell me what had happened, so he wrote it all down instead, which is fine, because at times I can't either.  Long story short, he had this belief from when he was younger that "Love is Free" it can't be tied down.  As he grew older…

Okay I'll bite...omigosh it's me to a tee...I got goosebumps the further I read on.  I love this stuffs!

Name: Jennifer

December 14 1986

1:07 PM Time Zone is EST

Reading, PA



Rising Sign is in 15 Degrees Aries

You are a free spirit and you must be first at everything you do. Very energetic, self-assertive and active, things must…

So I thought this would be more appropriate for a blog instead of on the forum, one it's kinda personal, and two I don't like hogging up the forum with silliness lol.

I know, I know, nothing is ever truly silly if you're seeking help and guidance from friends.  Anyways, most of you know that my family is *very* open to the fact I'm pagan, heck, my mom started focusing on her divination skills that us first borns seem to have inherited through the generations.  My sister on…

The labyrinth, most people when they hear it they think either the movie or the mythology coincided with the Minotaur.  Well, the labyrinth I'm about to talk about is completely different and a great meditation tool.

I was turned onto labyrinths through my boyfriend, Dave.  He's a Universalist and practices Buddhism as well, the UU church in Lancaster hosts labyrinth walks every first Sunday of the month from October-May.  On New Years Eve/Day they break out the Chartres…

Wow, I really am slacking with these 30 truths.  Then again things have been pretty nuts with the holidays and everything.  Anyways, I made a note in my notebook to do a post ever day at work and it's right there when I open my book...let's see how many times I ignore it lol!!

A Band or Artist that has gotten you through some tough times

I don't plan on writing a letter, even though this one says to do so, because only…

I know I've been slacking on these lol!  I've been really busy with work and keeping up with my group, I know excuses excuses...anyways here's #11 & #12!

Something people seem to compliment you on the most

This would have to be my personality.  I always seem bubbly, out going, regardless how I'm really feeling inside or what's going on in my personal life.  I'm a bottler, so I tend to stuff everything into a dark…

So once again I'm smushing two truths together.  I don't have much to talk about with these two and the one hits a sore spot with me...but if I can post something that is a *huge* issue in my life right now, I can post something that has been a hurting me for years....soooo anyways

Someone you didn't want to let go, but they just drifted away

Now when I first read this one,…

I decided to do these two together seeing as they are very similar and I don't have a lot to talk about with these two topics.  So I smushed them together, I might end up doing it with a few others as I'm looking down the list.

Someone who has made your life worth living for

This one is rather easy for me.  As you saw from my…

Something you hope you never have to do...

Hmm, something I hope I never have to do.  Several things come to mind, but they're silly things that go along with some of my fears.  Jumping out of a good plane for no reason aka sky-diving lol!  I'm terrified of heights and of flying, so yeah, that would…

Something you hope to do in your life

Hmmm something I hope to do. Well, first off I want to travel a bit more. I do travel a lot, but mainly just in the states and always on the east coast. I've been in every state along the east coast several times and the furthest west I've ever been is Tennessee and that's not very far west lol! I would…

Something you have to forgive someone for

This one is extremely personal and maybe it'll shed some light on somethings that bother me, but I won't talk about or kinda shrug it off and change the subject because it's just too much to talk about. A few of my friends on here know, but not many. I don't like to talk about it because it does hurt…

Something you have to forgive yourself for...

This topic was a hard one for me to figure out what on earth I had to forgive myself for. I mulled it over in my head over the weekend and I'm still coming up short some what...there are several things I came up with, but the main thing that kept popping up was me...I have to just plain out forgive myself.…

So this blog is about the paper a student had written about me. It brought tears to my eyes, I miss this girl so much, she was one of my favorite students, actually all my students are my favorites. Anyways, my cousin brought this paper to me on Thanksgiving, for she works at the elementry school that Natalie goes to, and Natalie wanted to give it to me.…

Something you love about yourself...

So yesterday's blog post, was an eye opener...I want to thank my friends for the positive feedback, I know wasn't alone with the horrid experiences in Middle School, thankfully by the time I was in 10th grade I didn't give a crap what people thought of me. Then again that's when I started taking Tae Kwon Do, which is going to be apart of this…

So I decided to do this 30 truths project. It may help me through whatever I'm going through and maybe even help me love myself a bit more. So here it goes...

Something You Hate About Yourself

Yeah, there's not just one thing I don't like about myself, there are several...I suffer from extremely low self esteem and have like zero confidence in myself, go figure, I'm a TKD Instructor and teach Confidence and…